I want to remember how I feel right now.
I never want to forget this hunger, this passion I have for overcoming myself… my life… just for overcoming the comfort of being “ok.” I want to remember not being able to buy things… not being able to travel… to shop… to do the the things I want or see the people I want to see because of limitations.
I want to remember how happy I was today… how happy I am. I want to remember the tears of joy clouding my vision when I realized just how “ok” I was going to be this month and the next. If I am this happy now, I cannot imagine life being anymore amazing to me. I thank God every day for everything I have and everything I don’t have. I am so grateful, I cannot even convey it through words.
This is just the beginning.